Its been a while.....

 Well not a whole lot has been going on. As most may know I have moved to myspace.com! User name on there is Cuddleykitten069...Imagine that!

But anyway. Work is starting to get very stressfull! Everyone is slowly leaving and we have to hire new ppl! It is so stressfull because they dont know nething! But it is okay! I have faith in them! We need them! I just hope they know what they are in for! My job is not an easy one! It is way more then playing with cute and cuddley animals! Just the other day I got bit by a dog. That is the first time that has every happened. It juss goes to show that you cant trust a dog even if it seems nice. I didnt trust the dog and I got bit puttin  a muzzle on it. The dog was so nice to me in the exam room. But I guess it had behavior and aggressive problems since it was a pup. We ended up euthanizing the dog later that day. I felt bad but the owners had been warned to keep the dog from children and the fact that the dog was lunging at the doctor, me and one of the other guys helping didnt help the dog out. It was soley the owner decision. I felt bad but some times that is how things go. Keep me and everyone else that I work with in your prayers....we are going through some hell right now tryin to get so many ppl trained. But we are a team and I know that we can do this!

Life lately hasnt been the best. Once again the family is fighting over stupid shit. My mother is no longer coming to see me for a month. Which is no suprise to me. I knew she would back out. She is never a woman of her word. I hate that I said that but it is true. William and I have had some tryin times lately but in the end we work them out. He is mah best friend and I dunno what I would do without him. Having a relationship with someone is not easy. But that is what makes it fun. However the problems can only go so far, Without having a bad outcome. Hopefully that will never happen.

Well I do not know what else to add so if I think of nething else I will add it lata! Until then.......~*BYES*~

   ILYWAB 

Oh Whoa Is Me....

     HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

My day consisted of working 7am to 8:30am, going to church at 10:45am with William and his family, lunch at Williams parents house, back to work 3pm to 5pm then back out to Williams parents house to hide Easter Eggs for Alexia then home! My day was kinda busy.

I am beat! I am so tired! My next day off is not until Thursday!  Oh well....I need tha money! Work has been going okay. But as usual there is the thought in my head of applyin at another clinic! And no it has nothing to do with working so much! It is called ppl do not know how to treat thier employees equally. Oh well....that is life!

William and I are doing well! We have had our bad days lately....but we are working through them! Nothing and No one is ever gonna come between us.  

Well it is gettin late and I gotta be to work early in the morning........Until next time....

                                                     ~*BYES*~

            ILYWAB

Why is it the ppl you love the most are the always the ones to hurt you first? I am so upset right now I dont even know what to think!  All I asked was that he be there for me when I had surgery this morning. But no, he never showed up. But honestly I have to say I was not suprised. I juss hoped for once that he would be there for me when I needed him. Yea I know mah surgery was not that serious but its still the thought that counts. There was a girl across the hall from me that was havin surgery too and guess what her boyfriend was there for the whole thing...beginning to end! And her surgery was nothign serious either. I never asked him to be there at 6 am. But was it to much to ask for him to be up at 8? It juss hurts so freakin much. And he wont even come to the house to see me because he is afraid of what mah grandparents will say. The way I look at it....if he loved me the way he says he does he wouldnt care what they had to say about us breakin up or whatever.....he would be here for me when I need him. He would come see me.  Okay I am going to change the subject before I get another bloody nose from crying again! I juss wish he knew how important it was to me that he be there this morning....but once again he wasnt there.

For all of you reading....my surgery went fine! And suprisingly there was no swelling!  My arm is sore as hell though from the IV line they put in. Not to mention that the stuff they used to put me to sleep burned and hurt like hell. Thank god I was out soon after they started injecting! You may find this weird but that was the part I looked forward to the most. Being put under. Sometimes I wish I could be like that forever!

I guess that this is all for now...im too upset to add anything else. Ill add more lata if I feel the need to.  Until then.....

                    ~*BYES*~

                         ILYWAB.....thanks for nothing

Well here is the update........I have surgery this comming Wednesday. Yippie freakin Skippie! My sinus' are filling up and they have to go in and drain them and see what is going on. I am so freakin nervous. I do not like the idea of surgery on my face!  They better hope they do not fuck this pretty face up!  Oh yea and William I expect to be totally BABIED!  After all I am your baby gurl!

Anyway! I dunno what else to write about! I will add more on here if I can think of something! Until then...

                                ~*BYES*~

                                   ILYWAB